Fate led you to accidentally click on this and work on your project a bit. So do it. You have to do it. You were born on this Earth and now you have no choice but to do it. Click along with the keys, pot healer. Keep going as long as you can. It’s important just to move, just to do anything, even if every post is just you telling yourself to get up and do something. That is what matters at the end of all of it, that is what will keep you together so that you can get other things done. This whole collection can be a set of posts telling yourself what you need to do, and that is good. That is what you need. That is what you will do. Keep going, keep going, keep going. Fight, fight, fight. That is where you can get yourself. You can nail that Jell-O to the wall. You can pin that cloud down. “Fight” used to be your favorite word to write out in longhand, when you did this all by longhand. It almost felt like the point of the whole thing.
The theme here is always purpose. You have to dangle that carrot in front of yourself, you have to pretend it’s there even when it’s not there. You have to get up and forget that you dreamed about things falling apart; you have to get up today and put things together. That is all that ever matters, that is all that you can ever want from any of it. Keep going, keep going.