Do I still remember how to do this? It’s a different state of mind than I’m used to, it’s a different configuration in my brain than the one I normally walk around with. What comes at the end of that? What do you think you’ll get up to if you can really flip your mind around and get comfortable with the truth? Nothing is going to shake you from what you intended, nothing is going to get you to zero in on the dramatic end of that line…
This is really just nonsense. I need a better subject and a better focus. You can’t fight a cloud of bees. You can’t really nail down what you’re getting at if you haven’t got a thing you want to nail down. Sometimes it’s too goddamn early in the morning and what you really want is to just squeeze some meaning out of an extra hour before you have to go do something. Nothing is going to come to a screeching halt the way you thought it would if you just work your way through it. How the hell else am I supposed to work my way through that inbox, how am I supposed to get that damn thing down to zero? I just have to work at it, I just have to make a decision and understand that in the end most of it is shit that I don’t get to anyway…
You have to get three paragraphs deep. You have to nail down that fight if you want to really see the end of it. Nothing, nothing, nothing matters if you can’t see the way that we want to see this. You’re just getting words out, but that’s the point. It’s all warm-up, it’s all what you need to see in the end and what you need to bring to your own fight in life. “I welcome someone who sees the good fight in life,” the old profile used to say. That guy could really write it out better than me.